05

The man who wore Rage

✨Helu helu, Welcome back, dear readers.

Another page turns. Another piece of her story unfolds.

Take a deep breath — and step into Aarohi’s world, where silence speaks louder than words, and kindness can still bloom in the dark.

Ready? Let’s begin.

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He didn’t raise his voice.

He didn’t shout.

There was no thunder. No warning.

When it happened, it came wrapped in a silence so sharp it hummed — the kind of stillness that doesn’t come before an earthquake, but after it.

The kind that leaves nothing standing.


Earlier That Evening

The dressing room was quiet, the ceiling fan spinning gently above, casting slow-moving shadows along the floor. The muted buzz of the house fell away behind closed doors, but Aarohi barely noticed. She was folding her dupattas — again. For the third time. Neat lines, soft corners. One, two, three... fold. Stack. Repeat.

She wasn’t organizing so much as escaping — from thought, from tension, from the growing tightness in her chest.

Her diary lay tucked behind the wardrobe drawer. Hidden. Unused. Its pages remained blank, untouched by ink. Because how do you write about something that hasn’t stopped happening? Pain wasn’t a past-tense thing yet. It breathed. It pulsed.

Dinner had been... quiet.

Too quiet.

Prithvi hadn’t said a word to her — not that she longed for his attention. But something about the silence had felt loaded. Heavy. The kind that watches you from across the room, daring you to breathe too loudly.

She’d caught it — the flicker in his gaze — when she passed Dadi a plate with a soft smile. When she laughed at something Veer said about Dadi sneaking extra sweets to the kitchen staff. It had been harmless. A passing joke. But she had seen it. The tension tightening around Prithvi’s jaw. The flicker of something... dangerous behind those cold eyes.

He hadn’t liked it.

Not her smile.

Not that it wasn’t meant for him.

And then — she heard it.

The quiet click of the door.

Her hands froze mid-fold. The fabric slipped through her fingers like water.

He entered slowly. Deliberately. Closing the door behind him with care that felt more menacing than any slam. He wore an inky black shirt now, the collar open, sleeves rolled up. He looked like a man freshly groomed for a war no one else had been invited to.

No tie.

No warmth.

You’ve gotten comfortable,” he said, his voice low. Too low.

Aarohi turned, straightening instinctively. She kept her expression measured, polite. “I was just arranging some clothes—”

You’re very good at playing perfect, aren’t you?” he cut in, his tone flat.

Her brows furrowed. “I don’t understand.”

“You don’t?” He took a step forward. His presence swallowed the room whole. “You laugh with Veer. Joke around. Smile like a well-trained little puppet for Dadi. You think I don’t see what you’re doing?”

“I haven’t done anything—” she began, quietly, cautiously.

SLAP.

The sound tore through the room like a shot.

Her head jerked to the side with the force of it, her cheek igniting instantly, red blooming like fire under skin. Her body stumbled backward, the edge of the dresser catching her spine. One hand flew up to her face. The other clenched at her side. Her breath — gone.

She stared at him. Eyes wide. Disbelieving.

Not because it had happened.

But because some part of her had expected it.

You’re my wife,” he hissed, stepping closer, the words coiled like a threat. “Don’t forget that. You answer to me. Not to Veer. Not to Dadi. Me.”

She didn’t cry.

Didn’t move.

Didn’t breathe.

Her heart pounded, but the rest of her stayed terrifyingly still — like prey that knows movement could provoke worse.

I’ve been patient,” he went on, his voice softer now, almost amused. “But don’t mistake that for weakness. I’ll break that pretty little smile of yours if you ever try to act clever again.”

His words hung in the air long after he turned away.

He didn’t wait for a reply.

Didn’t look back.

The door slammed shut behind him, rattling in its frame.


Moments Later

The dressing room felt colder now.

Aarohi sat on the floor, legs folded into her chest, forehead resting on her knees. Her hand still cradled her cheek, as if trying to hold the heat in — or maybe to keep the memory out.

It burned.

But it wasn’t the slap that hurt the most.

It was everything that came after.

The quiet.

The absence of shock.

The familiarity of it.

Like her soul had been bracing for impact long before her skin caught up.

She didn’t scream.

Didn’t sob.

Didn’t crumble the way her body wanted to.

No.

She wouldn’t give him that.

Instead, she drew a slow breath — uneven but controlled — and rose to her feet. One step at a time. Like a woman learning how to walk again.

She went to the bathroom.

Opened the mirrored cabinet.

Her reflection stared back at her — pale, tired, stained by violence.

She reached for her compact powder. The case trembled in her fingers. She opened it. Dusted lightly. Layer after layer until the redness softened.

Not to hide from herself.

But from them.

From Dadi. From Veer. From the housekeepers.

From everyone who whispered that she was lucky.

(Aarohi’s POV — after reapplying the compact)

She stood in front of the mirror long after the powder had masked the red.

But not the ache.

Her reflection looked composed. Even pretty, if someone glanced quick enough. The sindoor was neat again. The bindi centered. The bruise beneath the skin — invisible now.

A perfect bride. A good daughter-in-law. A portrait.

But something was missing.

No — not missing. Buried.

Her gaze drifted higher, deeper. Past the face, into the eyes. And for a moment, the woman in the mirror blurred. Faded. Gave way to another version of herself — the one she hadn’t seen in weeks. Maybe longer.

That girl had laughed easily.

Not politely — but freely, without apology.

She had danced barefoot on hostel terraces when it rained, arms outstretched, her kurti soaked and face lit with wonder. She’d sung off-key in group projects, rolled her eyes at sappy rom-coms, and cried over underdog sports films.

She used to stay up till 3 AM reading thrillers under a blanket with a torch. She drank nimbu soda instead of wine, wore mismatched socks, and painted her nails turquoise when she was sad just to rebel against the gloom.

And she wrote.

Oh, she wrote like her heart had a direct line to her pen — journals, slam poetry, letters she never sent. Her words were never neat. They spilled. Tangled. Alive.

That girl had fire.

She remembered once, in college, standing up in front of a professor who’d mocked a classmate’s accent. Her voice hadn’t trembled then. She had burned. A quiet defiance, polite but unyielding. And afterward, she’d bought herself a chocolate bar as a reward and told her friend,

> “I don’t want to be fearless. I just don’t want to be silenced.”

The memory stabbed now — sharp and bitter.

Because here she was.

Silent.

Silenced.

And the worst part wasn’t what Prithvi had done.

It was how much she had let go just to survive.

How small she had folded herself.

How far she had traveled from that girl — and how little she remembered the way back.

Aarohi pressed a hand gently to the vanity, grounding herself.

She didn’t cry.

She didn’t speak.

But deep inside, something stirred — not a scream, not yet.

But a flicker.

A hum beneath the silence.

A whisper from the version of herself she used to be, saying,

> “I’m still here. Find me.”

She would hide this the way she had hidden everything else.

Behind powder.

Behind manners.

Behind I’m fine.

Because she was learning.

In this house, silence was golden.

Smiles were survival.

And rage didn’t come with fists.

It came dressed in cologne and pressed shirts.


She used to be fire.

Now she hides behind powder and silence.

But fire doesn’t die.

It waits.

And one day — it remembers how to burn.


>>Do you think Aarohi will ever find the version of herself again? Or is she gone for good?

>>What would you say to her if you could leave her a letter right now?

>>Did Prithvi scare you more with his silence or his violence?

>> What’s your take on Veer? Do you think he sees the cracks — or is he just being kind?

>>Have you ever felt like a stranger in your own reflection… like Aarohi?

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